It's hard

It's easy to listen, it's easy to smile, to laugh, to cry, to act, to love, to dare, but it never been easy to feel. You can fool people, and you can even fool your mind, but you can never fool your heart. Please you have to know this. A heart is not a red piece of blood and flesh, that is responsible for your circulatory system. A heart is where all the feelings gather and meet, I guess that's obvious and known to many people, and thanks God for that. But what was not obvious to people is that a heart can actually think, behave and act, you might agree on this but at the same time you can't remember the last time you thought from your heart, you just know it but you actually don't really consider it or maybe you believe that the brain is safer for you, I can understand that. But you should understand as well, that the heart could be the reason why your brain can become with so much brilliant ideas. If you're a doctor, what makes you want to save every patient? Isn't it the fear of failing, if that your case, can that fear come from your brain? You're a lawyer, what makes you want to put the criminal in prison? Is it you brain who tells you that the criminal should be in prison for life, or is it the feeling of righteousness that tells you that. So, you're nothing without your heart, it's like your refrigerator without an electricity. You see all this civilizations, all this high sky buildings, all this beautiful cities at night, all this technology, they all worth absolutely nothing without an electricity. The same thing with yourself. So far, it's easy for you to understand all this, but it's so hard for you to use it. Your heart always think that you should be a doctor so people will respect you, your heart always think that you should be a lawyer so people will think you're smart and very needed in particular times. But your heart have never thought that you should be a lawyer for defending justice, not defending for who does pay you money. Your heart never thought that you should be a doctor to help every poor one who have no health insurance to guarantee his or her life, not only for those who have insurance or the very important persons in the city. So it's hard, it's hard to fool your feelings, I know that your heart think about it at least for a second, but your smart brain keep ignoring it, it's hard to leave all the so called education institutions and start to believe in something with no math for it. But it's even harder to live in falsehood, it's even harder for not becoming someone that your heart know it's the best for you. Life is cruel, and life is in your heart, don't let your heart cruel, don't let your heart like what the world is today. Harsh, judgmental and violent. To me, that's the hardest way of life that a human being can ever live. I can understand why people want to live a negative lifestyle, it's safer. But what's safer really means to you? To me, as long as I live the lifestyle that my honest heart know it's the pure best, this is the safest way to me, even if the whole world are against me, at least I'll dye smiling.