Doors

life is about options and choices, you're simply the architect of your own life, but at the same time so weak you are, higher people can scare you and control you, so we do according to their decisions. It's normal, there must be a government who make decisions and a public to follow, as long as it's fair for everyone and the public agree with it, it's okay. At the same time, anyone have absolute freedom as long as he or she didn't across the line, you can choose to be whatever you want, if you feel for one second that your rights are been taken without you notice, stand up, it's your right to do that anyway. What I am trying to reach is, you have many doors to go in, but don't choose one door for your self, this could cover the truth from your eyes, you have to go inside many doors, and leave many others. The new generation we see is one door generation, which is the party, fame, sex, video games and the latest fashion, this is only what they know, if you ask them the simplest questions on earth, they would be like''aaaah!'', we have to see other doors and be curious what inside them, life becomes very boring when we stick with one door only, be a various person, be unique, the door that you don't like, close it, there are many other wonderful doors, it's like leaving the darkness and having only light. Also, knowledge is power, how could you beat someone if you don't have enough knowledge about anything, it's not hard, you don't have to do memorizing all day to gain knowledge, you just read about what you're interested in, and general knowledge which don't need books, such as newspaper, magazine, some documentary movies, and all this your mind automatically will memorize it, it's like a movie you loved so much that you will never forget the ending until your last breath. Moreover, door is not only getting knowledge, but also more values, which is more important than everything. Doors are options, options are choices, choices are many, many can be bad or good, you choose, between fear or love, generous or cheep, brave or scared, justice or injustice, it's always been your choice, all what you have to do is to find the keys for these doors, and life will become in your hand, not anymore in your heart.

Family

Family and dream are different words but have the same meaning. Family is a system, dream as well. I dream to leave my finger print on a rock, not on a sand, because the sand remove everything when the winds come. Unlike the rock. So people won't forget. I don't want to live and die and I didn't do anything special. Special is unique, not something you can touch. As I said, dream is a system, how responsible can I be, how can I plan to achieve it or how to find the keys when I already found the doors. Family is exactly the same. It's a plan and futurity affected strategy. Let me write about my family.

My father, how to start! He's a great man. Good hearted person, he's serious but I always see how pure he is. He just trying to teach us a lesson, nothing else. He knows one day we ill be in our own. He cares too much, so as a man, I agree on being strict sometimes. He has a dream, I don't know if he accomplished it, he has all what he wanted. But maybe that dream it's so big, my dream it's to accomplish it for him. Because we share the same dream. Me and him, like friends. We listen to each other, we discuss about many things. He's an open minded. He work hard for us, my first man ever.

My mother, oh my mother. They say heaven is under mother's foots. That's true. She's holy to me, I can't imagine my life without her. How can I? She took care of me, pray for me, do the impossible for me, even fight for me. It's too hard to put her in a second place, she has always been and always will be considered as the first person in each part of my body. She deserve my everything. Yeh, sometimes she's in my nerves, but when she's mad at me is because I did bad. I believe in her, mothers are always right. They are like a star. My mom is my shining star.

My brothers. Headache, problems and always ruin things for me. They snitch, beat and do all bad things to me. Everyone of us has deep secretes from the other, if you tell my parents I'll tell them as well. But all that when were young. Now, we all growing up, understand and help each other. My elder brother is my other hand and we share the same room. My elder sister is my respect and we have many commons. My younger sister is my sweet and we listen to each other. And I in the middle , asking myself, are they love me more than I do?

So I live in a dream. A plan that my parents worked hard for it. I'm dreaming while am inside a dream. It's a good thing to have a family one day, a beautiful wife and lovely children. However, family is an important level. Gathering and caring.